Paul, Kai and Max, I was listening to The Platters today with tears rolling down my face, how I so wanted you to put your arms around me and dance cheek to cheek, just like we used to. I love you Paul I always have and I always will, to our moon and back. Love Roslyn X X X

Paul Kai and Max, I love you all to our moon and back. I notice the signs you are sending, and there has been a lot of them and I love this as I know that you are watching me, you are always in my thoughts, I live with you everyday, just in a different way, my love always Paul miss you so so much, Love Roslyn X X X

Paul Kai and Max, I had a feeling today that I would see my first butterfly and I did, lately you have given me a lot of signs, and I am so happy that you do, it makes me smile with love and affection for you all, I close my eyes and picture your face, and your beautiful smile, and the lads by your side. I love you all to our moon and back miss you so so much baby, my love always Roslyn X X X

Paul Kai and Max, to my lovely beautiful lads, I sit here and I know you are sending me kisses and flowers from spirit world, and I am sending you all kisses and cuddles from me, I miss you all so so much and I love you to our moon and back, my heart belongs to you 3 and you only, nobody can fill this void I have, Keep looking to the moon like I do, my love always and forever Roslyn X X X

Paul Kai and Max, one of our songs, One night with you, is what I'm praying for, the things that we 2 could plan, would make our dreams come true, just call my name, and I'll be right by your side I want your sweet helping hand, my loves to strong to hide, My love always and forever Paul Kai and Max. To our moon and back. Roslyn X X X