Candle 10
Left by Sam Mcgauley Walkington:
03/09/2019
Dear Jane, I sense the season change is not that far away as the nights start to draw in. Yet, again my thoughts are with you as with all my family members in heaven. The memories of happy times past haunt my mind.
Although life moves on as normal around us, for those true friends and family who loved and cared about you our son's and my lives will never be the same again.
You were a one off, never to be repeated.
You had a such strength of character a will of iron and would never show fear, yet you had a heart of gold even though you guarded it from those you did not trust.
You have left such a lasting mark on us is it any wonder then that the void you have left can never be filled.
If I ever hurt you, I am sorry, it would never have been deliberate.
I was so fortunate to had known you but the lord God knew you had been through enough.

God bless, angel.....
Les:
18/08/2019
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Candle 13
Left by Les:
18/08/2019
Candle 10
Left by Sam Mcgauley Walkington:
15/08/2019
Dear Jane,
You would be pleased to see that our sons personal life is giving him peace for what is probably the first time in his adult life.
He works and lives over in Wales with his partner who truly loves and cares for him, bless her.
However, while his life is still extremely fragile from the loss of the mother that though he found it difficult to express he loved dearly, he tries his best to maintain his spirits and keeps going hoping for the day to come when the sadness in his heart subsides.
I want you too know that so long as I have breath in my body I will be there for him albeit that I am not with him day to day he can rely on me for help support and guidance whenever it is required.
He will always know that he is loved.

It's been devestating to have seen him hurting so over this last 15months, and knowing that I could not make everything right for him and unable to make things happen to take his pain away.

I want you to know that we know your death was not your fault and he is incredibly brave and stronger than you could have imagined him to be in making every day count in his battle to survive and keep his sanity.

I hope you can witness that he has demonstrated himself to be that son you always wanted to be proud of as he continues to be so proud of and loves you.

God bless.



Les:
26/07/2019
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Candle sun
Left by Les:
26/07/2019
As I sit here alone in the sun with my thoughts that are filled with both sadness and smiles remembering things that were of a time between our troubles. A time when we believed we were invincible, because we were happy and peaceful, just the three of us.
Holidaying at Weymouth our son walking along the sea front with his arm around your waistline not letting go of his mum. In the harbour he was fishing and you were wearing a lemon and white striped summer dress and Roman style tan sandles sitting close by all tanned and smiling whilst watching him fish.
I remember the three of us having fun flying (or at least trying too) his kites on the land opposite the car park at Portland Bill.
Happy days Jane.
Les:
23/07/2019
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Candle 14
Left by Les:
23/07/2019
I'm reminded of you in everything......the horses in the field, the sweet early morning air, the garden flowers, the smell of ladies perfume that you used.
I feel your absence everyday even though we were so far away, just knowing you were at the end of the phone was everything.
He told me that you were no longer my business, you were in safe hands and there was no need for me to concern myself but that was not true.

I wake at night thinking of you and want to shout your name but you will never hear or answer me.

I know heaven is a better place, cause you are there. I wish though that we could have benefited from your presence for longer but I know you must have felt that there was no option but for you to go.
Leslie:
07/07/2019
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Candle 12
Left by Leslie:
07/07/2019