I don't know where else to put down in words the thoughts I have of you, of our son and those of the memories we shared. Words that try to express the sadness that he and I are struggling with while we try to reconcile how we got to where we are.
My overriding respect for your bravery has never diminished since when we first met.
Only you and I know the events that took place which led us to our personnel difficulties and although I respected your right to be with those who you believed would love and take care of you our son and I both knew much you were hurt by their lies. It disturbs us so much so, that It's difficult for us both to forgive. I know every day that you are with us in spirit Janie, so please forgive us that we can't stop the tears but the reality of you being gone from this earth brings them on. We love you always.
Left by Leslie:
Only now am I forced to accept that you are gone and I will never see you again, the last year has been a blur. No more will the world be benifited by your kindness to others and your welcoming smile.
I thank you for being my only friend and my love. If only things could have been different. I will miss you forever.
There are many unanswered questions about what really happened to have made you so unwell in those last three months since I saw you at Christmas, my dearest hope is that you are safe and at peace, reunited with your horses and dogs you loved so much. God bless you Janie.
Left by Leslie:
Every day in this world is sad without your selfless care others, your humour, your friendship and your love.
Your pain, your struggles and and your tears are no more.