The obituary notice of Christina (Tina) CHAPMAN

Mum.
It's my birthday tomorrow the day you brought me into this world.Ive never been a lover of my birthday exactly like you but you always said to me to try and enjoy it,this year I will hate it even more the very first birthday I will not have your words on a card,tomorrow its going to be so hard to not hear you singing happy birthday down the phone at 7 am how much I would love that you will never know.You used to sing bright eyes to me as you said I had the most iridescent blue eyes you had ever seen and I've listened to this daily.
I miss you so much and it's not getting any easier it's getting harder and harder.
I never imagined my heart could ever feel this painful.
Trying to put on a strong front,I cant keep up the strength I know I said I am a strong woman cause a strong woman raised me but I dont have your strength and im massively failing at it.
My head is so messy right now and I don't even no how I should or shouldn't feel or what to think.
The best mummy ever we were so unbelievably blessed and this life is so unfair.
Love you so much mum I will send you a balloon from my birthday up to you.
Your forever loving heart broken baby Karen xx

You fought for so long, sleep well now
With Love
Jo,Laura, David and Tyler X x

My Wife- My Love- My Life.

Oh, my love, my Darling
I hunger for your kiss
Oh, my love, my Heartaches,
For you I am going to miss
Oh, my love, my Darling,
I hunger for your touch
Oh, my love, my Darling,
I miss you oh so much

As I sit here in this lonely room,
I wait for “ Mon Amour “
I turn my head, expecting you
To come in through the door
I feel numb, downhearted,
My emotions running high
Your soul, so sweet and loving
Gone to those pastures in the sky
My tears are rolling down my cheeks
My eyes they feel so sore
I wait in vain and knowing that
I won’t see you anymore
So many years of suffering
The hurt was your life’s bane
The only thing that matters now
Is that you are out of pain
Your strength, your fun, your guidance
Your ability to de-stress
Fly high my Angel
Goodnight Teen my love, my rock.
Godbless.

Your ever loving husband, Steve.Xxxx

I m so sorry to hear such sad news so many memories I m thinking of you all at this sad time ❤️
Goodnight x
Love Cheryl x

Please accept my deepest condolences. Thinking of you all during this heartbreaking time.
Goodnight Aunt Tina ❤️

My beautiful mummy bear.
I went to visit you today and seeing you as I did absolutely destroyed me the realisation that you have gone.i could see on your face for the first time in years you looked so peaceful.it was clear that you have already gone on your journey and it was just your body.it was almost like I saw your chest move and your eyes blink but that was not to be.So many things went through my head whilst I was with you the good the bad and all the other stuff.Right now I can see you,touch you,hold your hand and ask your advice but the pain hurts so much that you cant kiss me back,reply to my questions and grip my hand.How is this even true that this is actually happening,After next week I won't be able to pop in and see you but I will always think of you,talk to you and keep your memory alive.
Night time is so hard mum and life is beyond difficult right now.please get the healing you so need and deserve but please get someone to send some my way because things are really not easy.you always knew when something was wrong you said my eyes weren't as shiny.Love you so much mum I just wished you had not gone but your body was tired and your fought as much as you could.im sure your enjoying time with your dad that you haven't seen for 40 years your mum and your siblings.I will be back to see you mum before I cant.
Love you so very much
XxxxxxxKarenxxxxxxxxxxxxx