The obituary notice of Jean SUMMERSIDE (nee Kilgallon)

Happy Christmas mam and dad, sorry its late. Hope you had a lovely day up there. You are a big miss down here. Not the same now. Happy memories of Christmas past. Yous always made sure we had lovely Christmases. Everyday is hard but Christmas is not the same. Love and miss you so much. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxc

Four years today mam when you left your home for the final time. The day we had to say our final goodbye. Was one of the hardest days of my life. We tried to give you the best send off possible under the circumstances of covid. But I think we did you proud. And I hope we continue to do you proud. Love and miss you so much. Always in my heart and mind .🩷xxxxxxxxxxx

Four years today mam we were told it was going to be a matter of days for you. Was one of the hardest days. The family came you asked for music on and we played your favourite song by simply red. All the grandkids came and there partners to see you. Seeing them all say goodbye to you was heartbreaking. You managed to say one more night then on the 26th we were told it was imminent. You went with dad on 17.33 with all you family around you. Our lifes hasn't been the same since. We miss you so much. And im just lost. Tomorrow is your memory and we are setting the balloons off again for you. Hopefully all the family can be there but with work its hard for them. But if they can't they will be thinking of you. I couldnt sleep lastnight because I was thinking of you. And dread this time of year as it brings all those feelings back. Feels like yesterday. I cannot believe I haven't seen your beautiful little face for four years. I miss you so much and I always will. A girl always needs her mam no matter what age. Be a hard day tomorrow and even today as I think of the grandkids saying goodbye crying as didn't know if you would last the night. But no you wanted to stay with us one more day. Love you so much mam. I know you watch over us but I know you will be with us tomorrow. Love and miss you always 💗💗💗💗💗💗xxxxxxxxxxxx

4years today when I got told the awful news you were very ill. Was one of the hardest days of my life having to go and tell the family then coming to your house and pretend everything was ok .You only lasted four weeks after that .Your little body couldn't take anymore .We were lucky to keep you at home and continue to care for you. Wish I was still caring for you now. In four weeks time it will be four years when you gained your wings and four years on I still miss you as much now as I did then. Your always on my mind. Love you mam.so much 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

Happy heavenly birthday mam. Hope you have a lovely day up there .We love and miss you so much down here. We have got beautiful flowers for you .Wish we were giving you them face to face .Love and miss you so much .Enjoy your day with dad and your mam and dad .xxxxxxxxx🩷

Miss you so much mam.Wish you were here today .I could do with our chats and your advice .Sorry i didn't put on here happy mother's day but i did on fb. You were spoilt as always .Hope you and dad are ok up there .your a massive miss down here .Yous are having another great grandaugter layla jean .24 great-grandchildren. Good legacy as dad was only child .14 grandchildren .your legacies live on .Just wish you both were here to see it .I love and miss you so much .🩷💙

Merry christmas mam and dad .Hope you both have a lovely day up there .Thank you for all my memories of the lovely christmases past . I love and miss you both ❤💙xxxxxxxxx

Been up to yours and dad's resting place and put your christmas tree up. Looks lovely. Just need your flowers on. They're ordered they're coming 23rd December. I put your tree up in your house like I did every year. John has your sitting room lovely. Been a tough few weeks with your memory then would of been your funeral on the 9 then today we laid your ashes with dad. Just doesn't seem three years ago. Then we have christmas coming its just not the same without you. We all used to come to yours. We had lovely christmases. More so when we were kids. Your such a big big miss mam. Your still the last person I think about when I go to sleep and the first when I wake up. I just miss you. My heart still sink. I know you will be going mad but you were my life. Every day I went to yours on my days off I was there twice a day. Just doesn't get easier. I love you and miss you so much. Give dad a hug up there from me ❤💙xxxxxxxxxxxxx