The obituary notice of Sandra Ann BRUMWELL

You Live In Heaven

My darling mum you live in heaven and that means I don't get to see you everyday, that also means I don't get to laugh with you, and also ask for advice or have you tell me you would do things differently, I don't get this pieces of you anymore.

The permanent feeling of loss is hard , and its a hard thing to understand, its hard to come to grips with and its even harder to live with, but I feel this every single day, and I miss those things so much everyday, and I miss the parts of you that made my life what it was because you played such a huge part in my life.

How do I let that go, I don't let it go and I refuse to let it go as you were massive part of my life, and just because your not here with me it doesn't mean that this goes away.

I miss you so much and I know you live in heaven now, but how much I wish you were here with me.

I miss you so much mum


love you always and forever

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Mum

Each day I look to heaven, and each day I call your name, my life is different, and each day I question why the Angles took you that day?

My heart is broken more that words can express, I feel you watching over me, memories of you are in locked in my heart and that's were they will always be.

I miss you so much, it hurts not to see you or hear you everyday, or to reach out and hold your hand or to give you hug, but I feel you in my heart.

I hope you like your flowers and that you know how much you are missed and treasured.

Take care our beautiful Angel, we love you so much.

Big Hugs, and Kisses

Tracy
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My Darling Wife

My love, My Darling I hunger for your touch, will you be mine, I need you so much.

I write this my darling with a broken heart and with my heart only just beating, as tears roll down my face as I am at that painful day ever in my life when you left to go to heaven, and now I'm alone without you my life as stopped.

There is no more happiness, and no one to give my love too, and now I have my dreams, and your photos are my memories.

One day when we are together again my darling we will hold hands and walk in paradise, The Angels will sing and I will have so much love and joy in my heart.

I will love you my whole life on this earth and into the next, nobody can stop my love my darling, I am yours and will be until the end of time.

Love is like a flower that blooms each year it gives of so much love and wonder, it lasts forever and then it sleeps for a while and blooms again to give of its love and life to share and that is like us, but we don't sleep, our love is forever and everyday to share with someone you truly love and never falter in the love you give to someone, love is for life and forever, to share , hold close and never let go of the one you love so much and is your life, never let their hand go and will always be in your heart forever, you are my life, my everything and I will love you forever.


My Everlasting Love to
My Darling Wife

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My Angel, My Darling, My Love

We are all but there to the day I lost you my darling, I dream, I cry and I wish for you to be back home with me.

The time that has passed and it doesn't get any easier to be without you, and I struggle to look to the future darling without you beside me.

I cannot see the future, as this heartache and pain never leaves me as you have left such emptiness inside me, I've lost my whole world that day the angles took you to heaven.

My dreams, my hopes for us and whatever we where to share for the rest of our lives, but now I live in a world of IF.

IF I could see you, hold your hand, could kiss you, could tell you I love you, and look into your beautiful eyes, see your smile, this list is endless.

But this is now a dream and sealed in my heart until the day I see you can, and I can open my heart and set all these things free as we will be as one again, two hearts joined, the angles can look down on us both as we will be joined as one again in love.

Love and miss you everyday

Ken

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