As I sit here watching you lay, making sure I have said all I want to say. Whilst listening to Elvis’s Trilogy play, watching you breathe slower every day. Wishing this would end for you, but thinking what am I ever going to do without you. Moisturising your lips for what feels like the millionth time, another kiss on your cheek, another hold of your hand. Not knowing when your last breath will be, but knowing eventually what will be, will be. I am taking this time to think and thank you for the memories, the care, the love in so many ways. All your sacrifices, the struggle and strife, I am so thankful you were in my life. Making my boys laugh and cry, with stories of bootlegging, fish wallpaper and a genie guy. Thank you for making them feel so loved by you, a precious thing they will carry their whole life through. All in all I wish life had been easier and kinder to you, but know I will never forget and will always love you. Let go Mum, be at peace and as your favourite song sings, you will always be the wind beneath my wings.
Clare
03/06/2025