The obituary notice of Christina (Tina) CHAPMAN

My beautiful mummy! We talk about you every day, we think of you every second and we’ll miss you forever. Love you so so much

Mummy bear 10 years ago tomorrow your brother Patrick past away the 4th one of your siblings,now you are reunited with nanny and grandad long theresa and Peter,Patrick and Margaret.
I wished so much you weren't up there with them and you were right here with us because we love and miss you so much mummy bear.I can't stand the way I'm feeling I cant think straight I cant do things how I used to do since you left I just feel different and I will never be the same ever again.Part of me left this world when you took your last breath.I feel you and your presence but it's not the same.All I want is to get everything off my chest like I used to with you and I cant and probably never will.Thank you for being the absolute best of the best mummy bears there ever was you taught me,you guided me.You were so strong,,honest,selfless i wished others had these qualities like you and the world would be a much better place to be.I know you watch and see and hear everything you always said you weren't stupid and you were absolutely right but I will continue to make you proud but I will continue to cry and miss you every day until the day we meet again.
I love you so very my beautiful mummy bear from your baby girl
Xxxxxxxxkarenxxxxxxx

I think about you & miss you every second of every day and it never gets easier. I love you so much mumma.

Nanna. I sit and write this at 2am thinking about life and how you're no longer in it. I'm sick of people saying she's with you all the time, in your mind and your heart. I don't want you in them I want you here with us all in person. You would always be the person I'd phone when I was up north and you'd make me feel so much more positive about life. I got your letter out you wrote Dan just before you left us, and some of the things you wrote break my heart as you both won't get to meet. They say things come in 3s and the 3 things I'm missing and loved the most, 2 are never to return and the other is still fighting. I know what you would be saying right now, "when will our luck bloody change". And nothing can ever mend my heart now; it's broken to a point it can't be pieced back together. 6 weeks feels like forever, how are we all suppose to go forever now without you. I sit sometimes and close my eyes and imagine you playing with my fringe or you stroking my arms and guessing what you've drawn. I talk to you all the time but then I think well we all are, so who's she with right now. I know you'd want to be with all off us at the same time. You were so amazing and would do anything for anyone. You'd be up there smiling with how were all talking and comforting eachother. I was naughty on the weekend and my mum even said the exact words you'd be saying to me, and how she'd be on the phone to you and what your reaction would have been. But in my defence cov did make it to the playoffs. And I know you don't care but like you said on your letter how much I love ccfc. Your getting to see it all from above now, you've got a birdseye view of the good and bad now. I bet you're there shaking your head and sticking your two fingers up at some things.
Please give my baby a big squeeze because I miss being able to do it, just like I miss giving you a squeeze. I love and miss you so so much❤️❤️❤️🫶🫶🫶

Mummy! I love you so much! I miss you so much.
Sometimes the grief is loud. Sometimes it’s quiet. When it’s quiet it’s worse. Everyone thinks it’s okay, that I’m okay, but I’m not!
I miss you more than anything!! Especially in the silence.
There’s never a moment I don’t think about you or miss you!
What I wouldn’t give for a hug from you.
I speak to you everyday. I say goodnight to you every night as I always used to do.
I feel the loss of you in my heart and in my chest always!!
It never gets easier. Every day that you’re not here is harder
I miss the girly chats. There’s nobody I can chat to like that now.
I love you my beautiful mummy!
We’re all sticking together and talking to each other. I know you’d love that! But all I want is you.
The thought of living life without you is too much to bear.
My bestest friend in the whole world! My beautiful, lovely mummy xxx

I MISS YOU SO MUCH MUM.My heart hurts,my eyes are sore,I just feel ill because the pain of missing you so bad.This is getting harder without you,life is so empty without you in.
I want to call you and pop up to see you but I cant and there's so much I need your advice on.
When I was upset like I am right now I would call you always and you would no what to say to help me feel better.So much has happened since you left and its just been one thing after another as it always was.The bad luck never ends.i don't have you anymore and I feel lost and don't no where to turn or how to continue with this hurt.
This is pain like I've never experienced in my entire life.
Please guide me mum as you would if you were here even on your worst days you were still there for others that needed you.
Today has been a terrible day as are most and I cant pull myself out of it.
I'm now grieving for two and my heart cannot take anymore of it.
I love you and miss so much you were the absolute best mum anyone could wish or hope for,you are in my head and my heart every single second of everyday.You loved so hard and so deep.
I know you are with us all.
(Just call my name and I'll be there).