The obituary notice of Christina (Tina) CHAPMAN

Mumma. 112 days of missing you. Every day is a bad day, Sundays are the worst. I miss you so very much, I just long for a chat, a hug, just one more minute… the pain is so unbearable, you were my life, everyday for 52 years, we spoke almost every day, I was your first baby, our memories, secrets, a special bond. Every minute of each day you’re in my thoughts, in my dreams. I wake, thinking I’ve had the most horrible nightmare but the reality is so much worse. I just need you mumma, everyday & always. You’re the very best. I love you more than words… I miss you so, so very much xxx

Mum-5th of July your daddy's birthday.You lit a candle for him for the last 40 years and now your reunited with him.Im sure he is making up for lost time with his favourite green eyed girl.

Mummy! Yesterday was a hard day. Every day is hard but yesterday was really tough. All I needed was a hug from my mummy and to hear your soothing voice! It really hit me then that I won’t get that ever again. A lifetime is too long not to have you here.
The longing for you sits so heavy on my heart.
I just need a mummy hug so badly.
You always knew what to say to instantly make me feel better.
You would always tell me to watch ‘The Little Mermaid’ when I was feeling down and those words were also said by my big sister yesterday who didn’t even know you used to say that , so I know you’re still here looking after us all. Your job of taking care of us all will never be done.
I love you my beautiful mummy so so so so much and I miss you every second xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

OUR BEAUTIFUL MUMMY
Although you cannot see, hear her voice or see her smile no more,
Our mummy walks beside us just as she did before,
She listens to our stories and wipes away our tears, she wraps her arms around us and understands our fears,
Its just she isn't visible to see with human eye but talk to her in silence and her spirit will reply,
You feel the love she has for us, you hear her in your heart, she's left her human body but our souls will never part.
I miss you more than I did yesterday but less than I will miss you tomorrow mummy bear, my heart is shattered 💔 xxxxxxx

Mummy bear.
Every year on father's day you would light a candle for your daddy and the first time in 40 years you are spending fathers day with him.
We have done you proud once again mummy bear.
People keep telling me to find a new normal and I can't I dont want to I want to have a life where I can pop up and see you or call you. I want to talk to you and rant about life and for you to give me the advice you always did now I don't have that I have nobody to give me the advice you always gave me mum. I’m trying my best to keep afloat but I’m drowning and I dont even know if I feel like you're gone forever mum.My life is different it's painful it's hard and it's empty.
I no you look down on us and are with us always you were the strongest person I ever come across and I'm sure in spirit you are just as strong if not stronger.
You are thought of always and talked about daily and you have left the biggest hole in all our lives .You were the most perfect mummy bear a cubby bear could wish for we were beyond lucky to be blessed with such an incredible person to be our mum.Now you are our angel mummy and we need you more than ever so although they say time to rest I'm afraid this is where the work really begins mum,there are lots of broken hearts and constant tears and we need you and to feel your presence. I will love you always.I will make you proud and I will be the person you raised me to be.I will be the mummy you taught me to be but I will have a broken heart for the rest of my life.Our family chain is broken and will never be the same until the links are joined and we're all together again.Love you forever and always my precious mummy bear xx̌xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Mummy bear,Thank you for showing us you are with us.
Your strength never surprises me but to shove others out the way to give us the messages you wanted us to hear is just incredible.
It's devastating to be talking to you the way it is and would sooner you be here so we can see and hear you but we are so so grateful you have got the strength to get through to us.Very emotional but also so beautiful to have your presence.You are so loved and so missed forever in our hearts,minds and souls.You live in us now.Thank you for being the best of the best your presence has brought some comfort to us and we now know your right beside us and your love is felt.There are still tears and life is beyond hard and not the same for such an amazing lady that we were so unbelievably lucky to have in our lives.We love you so much mum xxxxx

My beautiful mummy! We talk about you every day, we think of you every second and we’ll miss you forever. Love you so so much

Mummy bear 10 years ago tomorrow your brother Patrick past away the 4th one of your siblings,now you are reunited with nanny and grandad long theresa and Peter,Patrick and Margaret.
I wished so much you weren't up there with them and you were right here with us because we love and miss you so much mummy bear.I can't stand the way I'm feeling I cant think straight I cant do things how I used to do since you left I just feel different and I will never be the same ever again.Part of me left this world when you took your last breath.I feel you and your presence but it's not the same.All I want is to get everything off my chest like I used to with you and I cant and probably never will.Thank you for being the absolute best of the best mummy bears there ever was you taught me,you guided me.You were so strong,,honest,selfless i wished others had these qualities like you and the world would be a much better place to be.I know you watch and see and hear everything you always said you weren't stupid and you were absolutely right but I will continue to make you proud but I will continue to cry and miss you every day until the day we meet again.
I love you so very my beautiful mummy bear from your baby girl
Xxxxxxxxkarenxxxxxxx