In Memoriam for Iris CURTIS

Morning love hope you're with Geoff and your family I had jehovas witnesses come to see me and they said that the dead are dead and they don't know anything.. I believe the spirit lived on but it made me think they said it says this in the bible. They are going to order me a bible as I can't find mine what my Grandad bought me. I keep thinking I will buy a caravan then I worry about the cost of one heating insurence water rates and site fees so it's not cheap. It all depends how much I get I would like one for Finley and Hunter and the older kids Corey and Levi we will all share the caravan and make new memories and I will buy a fold up scooter so I can get around and go to the market and into Skeg.. We can get fish n chips when we're getting what the caravan needs pots pans cutlery tv bedding hoover mop and bucket and bits and bobs I will only keep the van 4 years so we would have to make most of it and I hope it doesn't cause argument as Leanne will want few days in it so will Miranda and kerry will want to use it and they all will want it in school holidays. I miss you love and think of you every day and wish you were here with us all. Jimmy is at sea as a paramedic he's on boat 4 weeks this time and Christopher is recovering from his heart procedure he's had stents put in he said he's OK. I'm OK and when I get my money I will pay for a gastric sleeve to lose weight quicklyand the weight loss will help my mobility
So it will be money well spent love.. I like to think your spirit lives on. If you could I know you would contact me but I do dream about you alot and in the dreams you are younger and our boys are kids again our happiest years.. I will be back again tomorrow love you xx

Morning love Rod went to Sandra's funeral and they had a video of the sisters so you would have been on it that was a nice touch to the day.. Its abit strange that Rod went to the funeral I didn't go. The stone he's had done for Geoff is very nice with an army photo of Geoff it's good. I miss you love and wish you were here. Christopher had his heart procedure and is recovering well he won't get so out of breath now bless him. It's going to be a while before I see Finley as he's booked up with events next wkend he's going to London he's excited about going I've given him £20 as London is expensive so he will need the money for food or maybe he will need a pack up I will ask kerry. I still want the caravan love as it would be good for Finley and good for Corey levi and Hunter. Kerry will bring Hunter he will be walking by time I get the money lol kerry has told me not to accept first offer I'm just keen to be awarded it. I want to make memories wiyh the kids and Hunter. I will take Finley for the wkend and I will have my foldaway scooter to get around with so I will take him to the market and get some towels for the caravan I will get blue towels. Me and Finley can play monopoly and draughts and we will go into Skeg for fish n chips Finley will have sausage and chips and we can go and see entertainment in the pub I will be OK for 2 pints or I might have coke with ice. Please send positive vibes for me to win my case. I will be back tomorrow or later love you xx

I'm back love hope you are with Geoff and Sandra and rest of your family. I need to buy a caravan in Skegness for me and Finley it's something I really want. I don't want to move out my flat so a holiday home will be perfect love and somewhere to take Finley to. The older kids can have a few days in the van and so can Hunter I will pay site fees for 4 years upfront if they allow me to do that. Kerry and Christopher will come and help with buying stuff for the caravan it will want a TV pots pans microwave kettle toaster cutlery 2 lamps hoover mop and bucket bedding and I will write a list of what it needs I do know what I'm looking for. If you was here you could come with me to help me chose a family caravan Finley would love it I love Finley so much he's my boy he admits hes a nannies boy he is so good to me. I have a catheter and the leg bag needs to be emptied regular and Finley empties it for me and he makes sure I'm OK and he takes me shopping and puts it through the till packs it all and puts it away for me he's so loving and caring you would love all the kids Hunter is 6 months old now and he's nearly sitting up himself!! I would take you to the van for a week and I would get around on my fold away scooter that I will buy. Sue is out the picture I'm not that bothered to be honest. I don't want to meet anyone as I'm happy on my own and I get plenty of company Miranda pops in and when Kieron is home he pops in I have Emma coming to do the cleaning and we have cuppa and a chat and she goes to get me a bottle of wine and Darren does my big shop I wish Darren could meet someone nice as all he thinks about is his job and it's hard to keep up with the demands of the job. I miss you love and wish you were here. I'm going to put my night bag on close and lock the door and I'm going to carry on with my film. I love you Darling I always have and always will xx

Hello love hope you are with family and hope your spirit is in heaven there's no way of telling. I believe you watch over us but you would send a msg if you could.. I've got to get in the shower wash hair get sorted then wash up I've loads of pots to wash. I can treat family and get a caravan I need a good amount to buy van and buy all it needs and I will take Finley as often as I can. They have the car not sure how long for.. I still feel tired so I'm going now love you xx

Hello darling I'm back lol Darren did my shopping for me and I've had a nice tea cornbeef salad with beetroot I enjoyed it.. I miss you love and wish you were here.. I've played some of your songs with a bottle of wine I've enjoyed it.. Will you send positive vibes for me to get a fair lump sum enough to treat family and buy a used family caravan.. I need it for Finley and the older grandkids as well as Hunter. Kerry will bring Hunter to the caravan and he will enjoy it.. I will spend time with Finley on my wkend with him I've told Finley I will buy him an xbox to use at mine and I will give Corey and Levi the money. The caravan will mean alot to me love as it will ecourage me to get out and I will take food and wine with me and will take my time getting bags from the car to the van. I should have my fold away scooter by then love. I would take you to the caravan for a few days and I would take you to the market and into Skeg and on the evening we can go to the pub and have a few bevvies lol I love you darling and will be back tomorrow xx