In Memoriam for Iris CURTIS

Hello I'm back I've played you couple songs I love you and I cn imagine you in my mindering different set of clothes I think of you in your chunky white jumper wiyh red check pattern and I can see you playing pool you were quite good at it love. We're having heat wave at the moment. It's armed forces day at boating lake so me and finley are off to it it will be packed just hope I can get past people on the scooter Finley will enjoy it. He's such a lovely boy and he's so good with me. I wish you could meet my grandkids love. You didn't see alot of your grandkids when they were growing up I do wonder how they are getting on they have kids of their own now and Stephen Lee lives in Manchester .. I hope you are with family and are at peace. You will always be the one and no one can every take your place.. If you were here we would get married and fly off to Benidorm you like it there.. I really would like a caravan.. So I can take Finley on the weekends I have him and for a few days in the holidays he will love it we can go round the market and stop for cup of tea Finley can have a cold drink. Then we can go into Skeg and have fish n chips. I hope to get a gastric sleeve for quick weight loss so I can get around better. I could just drink pint of lager love it's so hot you would like to go to a beer garden and I would take you.. Have a meal out.. Hard to believe you are 86 but it would still be you and it's you I love I fell for you on 12th January 1982 I stayed at your flat and never left lol it was meant to be and in 1987 we had Kieron folled by Christopher in 1988. We had 18 years together. I still love you that has never changed. I will be back soon xx

Hello love I hope you are with family I miss you and wish you were here. Finley my grandson is coming for the wkend I love him to bits and he loves to come and stay with me he will go home on Sunday but we're getting close to the summer holidays so I will have him for a few days. You would love all my grandkids. If you were here we would get married then fly off to Benidorm and enjoy ourselves we would only need 2 witnesses just keep things simple. I need you to send positive vibes so I'm awarded a fair amount so I can treat family and buy a nice caravan I will take kerry and Christopher and Finley and Levi to Skeg to look at caravans when I ready to buy I need 3 bedroom. I will sleep in the lounge so hoping we can get a van with 2sofas but all depends what they have got in at the time. Christopher will help carry shopping and put the TV up and put microwave and toaster out. I'm getting all black things for a change. We will need pots pans cutlery bin hoover bedding pillows 2 sets duvet covers and duvets tea towels and bath towels from the market. We will get a Chinese in for our evening meal and some beers!! We will have to buy some drinking glasses and 4wine glasses and couple of pint glasses must remember to get egg cups and a tin opener and we can get large pack of bacon from aldi and some buns and we can have them for breakfast. Kerry is good at getting things nice and homely. We could pop to the pub/club the second night and go for breakfast in the cafe I'm always thinking bout my belly lol If you were here I would take you to the van for a few days we used to go to Skeg alot when the kids were little even Sandra liked Skeg. Jim is working on a boat he's got 2 more weeks to do and hope his house sale goes through soon it's taken ages to sort out. It's been hot today and will be hot tomorrow. I love you I'm going now as Emmerdale is about to come on xx

Hello love I had disturbing dream about you you HD gone back to pam and didn't want to be with me it was so real but I know you chose me back in 1982 so I was happy. Pam is happily married to a nice woman I've met her a few times they used to go to the
Bank pub it used to be the yarborough vaults. I would like you to send positive vibes for me to get a fair pay out in compensation so I can treat family and make them happy and buy a
Nice caravan to make memories and make Finley happy I hope I can have Finley soon as I miss having him if I go to their house I will see levi and Corey and baby Hunter. I miss you love and wish I could take you to the caravan I will spend time there on my own with food and wine and few magazines to read I will love it when I tske Finley love he's such a caring boy to his old Nan I can tell he loves me. I will get off now I've made a coffee. I love you xx

Hello love hope you are with close family I'm judt having a quiet day today I've played some songs for you. Tomorrow Miranda and Emma are coming round we are placing bets on the National and having a drink.i miss you love I miss the chats and the support you gave me. Will you send positive vibes for me to get a fair lump sum so I can treat family pay for a gastric sleeve and take Christopher and family on a caravan holiday to Filey. I won't be greedy with the money love. It would be nice to get a caravan I would need to pay 5 years upfront for ground rent and after that I would sell the van. I would want it in Skegness a used one with Central heating and a balcony and maybe a washing machine.. I would stay there alot of the time and enjoy it myself and close family could stay there like Kieron and he could take a mate for few days and kerry and Christopher could have a week in it but I will want to take Finley there in the holidays and I will take myself there for regular few days or 2 weeks it would be good love.. If you was here I would take you to the caravan for a week. I would like caravan on Skegness water and leisure park I took you there camping.. We went in the pub there and had drinks in the tent.. They sell caravans so if I got a good lump sum I would think about it. I wish you were here love. Kieron is home next week can't wait to see him he's going to help me wiyh housing benefit apication. I'm going now love be Bach tomorrow love you xx

Hello darling hope you are with Geoff and your family. I'm thinking about you as I do every day I wish you were here as I miss you. I need your positive vibes to get a lump sum so I can treat family pay for a gastric sleeve and take Christopher and family for a caravan holiday in Primrose Valley near Filey we took the boys there. If you were here we would plan to get married just us 2 and 2 witnesses and off to Benidorm for 3 weeks it would be great I could take a fold away scooter so I could get around. We would enjoy it love. I will be back soon I love you xx