Dad, I’m so lost without you. You was/are my best friend. I can only hope you are getting the rest you well and truly deserve. I never thought I’d be able to do life without you, and I’m struggling. I miss you more than words could ever describe. You and mum shaped me into the person I am today. I shouldn’t be sat there talking to your ashes, it should be you I’m running to. I’m going to miss you longer than I have known you dad, a piece of me died that day. Life will never be the same. I’ve always looked up to you, I learnt most things from you, I even do the diy (not to your perfection but I try) I don’t want to do this without you any more. I’m tired, broken and defeated dad. I’d do anything to have you back. I truly hope I see you again some day, there’s got to be an after-life. I wish I could have saved you and I’ll forever beat myself up for not being able to. I don’t ever want another dad in any lifetime, I just want you. I know all children say that about there parents, but dad I can hand on heart say you are the best one by far. I know you can’t, but I just want you home💔 please, for me dad, make sure you wait for me. I will sprint as fast as I can to be back with you. I love you
Kerri Rawlinson
06/05/2025
